Whether you are a survivor or a sufferer, it does not matter. Equally you have been though the mill and equally you deserve to see some light at the end of a very dark tunnel. Yesterday I blogged a list of what you may often hear from your abuser. Well today let’s be more hopeful and write a list of what we should stand up and say. Many of us will never be heard. Many of us still have to find the courage to even say it out loud. It is a start. We need to acknowledge that it was never “our fault”.
- I believe in me
- I am worth something
- My future is important
- Do not overstep my boundaries
- I do not deserve this
- I am allowed to be selfish
- He/She does not have control over my life
- I cannot be restrained by fear
- There are reasons to live
- One day I will be truly happy
- I am allowed to feel anger
- Life will be good
- One day I will get that power back
- I have rights
- NO
- What he/she is doing is wrong
- I value my life
- It is the past now
- If I need to call the police – I should
- I feel sorry for him/her
- I am free
- Inspire yourself
- Be the bigger person
- I can walk away
- It is not my fault
- I will not argue with you
- I am human
- You have no claim over me
- I will save myself
- Only I know me
- It is not your life
- Saying what I feel is a God given right
- I have nothing to say to you
- I do not expect nor want anything from you
- I am strong
- I have a voice
- I am not afraid of you
- I make my own choices
- You have no more control
- I am capable of love
- I deserve love
- I do not “owe” you anything
- STOP
- We are over
- My dreams and ambitions are of worth
- I am a good person
- You did not succeed
- ENOUGH
- I am not broken
- There are many paths ahead of me
- I am supported
- You lost
- Goodbye
Again. There are thousands more.
As Emeli Sande puts it:
You’ve got the words to change a nation but you’re biting your tongue
You’ve spent a lifetime stuck in silence afraid you’ll say something wrong
If no one ever hears it, how we gonna learn your song?
So come on come on, come on come on.
I wanna sing
I wanna shout
I wanna scream till the words dry out
So put it in all of the papers I’m not ashamed
They can read all about it, read all about it.